Thought: Good time to write.
So freakin’ tired but defenses come down. Good time to write.
The commitment to myself…and most of all to Him who has saved me.
I have learned a lot since Thanksgiving, when I thought a glass or two would be ok.
I’ve learned (and as I’m writing this, my mind is saying NO!!) that a glass or two will never work for me. Much as I’ve prayed. Begged, actually. Lived.
‘Why have I begged for this?
Because I have ‘been’ through tough times, ‘seen’ tough times and just don’t care to ‘feel’ anymore.
Thank you very much.
Truth: I need to go through tough times. I need to see tough times.
And I need it ‘all’ for me to know Him and remember that all’s ‘going’ to be all right Mama.
Just like you said.
Thanks be to Him.
PS I chose this image because my mom was ‘all’ about being tan, big hair & glasses- she was the best mom. In spite of all the challenges. Miss her so very much. 3/29/98