So what damage can 1 bottle of wine do?
Quite a bit. Psychologically that is.
The ambivalence toward sobriety is back. The battle is raging inside of me. A battle that at just 41 days had been won…by staying sober.
This is the kind of wreckage that sets up chronic relapsing.
When I read that having a relapse is a part of the recovery process, my brain perverts that into permission. Twisted thinking.
Praying for surrender and peace.
1 week without the wine.
Only by His grace.