still here…

and still sober.

But I just can’t get myself to write.

Gainful employment opportunities (or lack of) have got me down.

There are none.

Trying to turn the question around from “What’s to become of me?” to “Who am I to become?”

On a more positive note:  the ambivalence is fading.  Feeling grateful.

Thankful to be sober another week.

Keeping faith and hope alive.


Author: Elizabeth

Living a life of unceasing prayer in gratitude to Him who saved me.

14 thoughts on “still here…”

  1. I am finding great comfort in contemplative prayer as taught by Father Thomas Keating. It just seems to give me the strength I need to get through each day. I will pray for your employment situation 😘

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  2. Once again, I love that giving it over to the Holy Spirit means you don’t have to worry anymore. Let him handle it, and then just follow his lead on those little intuitive hunches you get to call someone or go somewhere. Then you can relax into just taking care of yourself.
    I am about to post a beautiful video I just saw. It made me think of you, sister.

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